Tuesday, August 6, 2013

Joining in the District.....Diary

Joined as Assistant Collector cum Assistant Magistrate, Vaishali just a couple of days back..

1st Day: While roaming around in the district with my SDM, encountered a road block over a murder (just few minutes before we happened to reach there by mistake) on the road. One person was shot dead on the road in broad daylight and a strong crowd had gathered around. The murderers had fled away along with the looted motorcycle. Seeing the anger and excitement in the mob, I was literally trembling from inside during the first few minutes (as we had no body guards at that time). But SDM Sir handled the situation very beautifullly.....a long story....



2nd Day: accompanied the SDO(SDM) to a flood affected Island in the middle of Ganga. Hajipur to Patna by road; Patna to the island by a huge boat, which was rocking heavily with the blows of Ganga (flowing above the danger mark);inside the island to block HQ by local vehicle. kids were with no window panes :P) . It was like a Boiling Ganga...flowing over roads and fields with full might.
Missed lunch because of the Block level meeting there. Came back around 5pm, fully exhausted.

3rd day: ...in waiting....hopefully it will be a cool day

Thursday, August 1, 2013

हमनें उन्नत शिखरों को धूमिल होते देखा है,
ऊँचे हो न हो, पर शैल मज़बूत होने चाहिए।

आहत किया उसने मुझे, लफ़्ज के हर बाण से,
ज़रूरी नहीं कि, खून की कुछ बूँद गिरनी चहिये।

नुमाईश हुस्न की, होती यहाँ हर रोज़ है लेकिन,
धड़कन चुराले दिल की, एक सख्श ऐसा चाहिए।

दो अश्कों में बह गया, गम दिल का सारा।
आँसू छुपाने के लिए, कोई राज़ गहरा चाहिए।

बारिश की हर बूँद, शबनम बन नहीं सकती,
मोती बनने के लिए, एक सीप भी तो चाहिए।

ढल रही है रात काली, और मंजिल दूर है,
इस रात को काटने पर, एक हमसफ़र तो चाहिए।


----- राजेश मीणा ‘बुजेटा’

Saturday, July 27, 2013

आ मेरे संग चल-II

बाहें फैला कर बुलाती,
ये हसीं वादियाँ,         
और दूर तक फैला समंदर,
जैसे कर रहा जय गान,
कल-कल करती, संगीत सुनाती,
नदी की लहर के संग चल,
आ मेरे संग चल।
  
अनजान अनभिज्ञ राहों पर,
एक हमसफ़र को ढूँढता,
और खोज में मंजिल सुबह से,
सांझ तक तू ठेलता,
इस लम्बी डगर पर भी,
इक नया जोश ले चल,
आ मेरे संग चल।


                   ----राजेश मीणा बुजेटा

Saturday, July 20, 2013

आ मेरे संग चल

सूरज ढल जाए तो क्या?
अँधियारा हो जाए तो क्या?
लाख ठोकरें लगे तुझे पर,
अपने पसीने से,
एक दीप जला कर चल,
आ मेरे संग चल।

संग छोड़ गए तेरा तो क्या?
पड़ गया अलग-थलग तो क्या?
काँप रहा है आज हृदय पर,
झुलसती रेत मे रख कदम,
छोड़ एक नयी लकीर तू चल,
आ मेरे संग चल।

मुह फेर गयी मंजिल तो क्या?
किस्मत रूठ गयी तो क्या?
अभी हार का स्वाद चखा पर,
आँखों मे ले नया स्वप्न तू,
एक नयी दिशा मे चल,
आ मेरे संग चल।

उठ नहीं रहे कदम तो क्या?
खिच नहीं रही देह तो क्या?
अभी चूर हो बैठ गया पर,
छोड़ लगाम हृदय-अश्वों की,
पंख लगा मन उड़ने दे चल,
आ मेरे संग चल।
आ मेरे संग चल।।


     ----- राजेश मीणा बुजेटा

Tuesday, June 11, 2013

मोह के बंधन बहुत हैं....

ज़मी को छोड़ कर,
आकाश छूने की तमन्ना,
अरसों से दिल में छुपी है,
पर बाँधती कुछ डोरियाँ हैं,
पाँव को,
ज़मी में धँसे खूँटे से,
मोह के बंधन बहुत हैं।।


--- राजेश मीणा 'बुजेटा'

Monday, May 20, 2013

Two shadows of Armstrong ( A story )


----- by Rajesh Meena Bujeta

It was 11th October. The year was 2010. The first contingent of Canadian athletes just landed on the Toronto international airport. This was the return journey from New Delhi after their events in Common Wealth Games (CWG), 2010 had finished. There was a huge excited crowd at the airport to welcome their winning heroes. Canada was performing very well and was at fourth number in medals tally at that time behind only Australia, England and India. Banners of congratulatory messages, bouquets of beautiful roses and lilies, garlands, photographs and cameras were ubiquitous in the waiting area. The family members were literally pushed aside by the overpowering comments and photo seeking media persons. Canadian players had particularly performed brilliant in aquatics, athletics and wrestling events. The winning stars were being garlanded, hugged by family members, kissed by loved ones and photographed by the cameramen. There was full hustle bustle and excitement at the airport.
“Where is Brent?” suddenly one of the media men cried.
“Where is Brent Armstrong?” He repeated louder when his voice was subdued in the commotion.
“Did he get down?” another person asked.
“Yes, he was with us.” One gold medal winning athlete confirmed.
“The loser has run away”, cried some over enthusiastic fans.
“The lusty Armstrong has fled stealthily.” cried another fan.
“LOSER! LOSER!!” few fans started chanting while other people again got back to their business.

He was staring out of the window, towards the cloudy horizon above the Lake Ontario as the taxi drove past the city. Earlier he used to love whenever he drove on Lakeshore Expressway along the famous lake. But today he was lost. His head was reclining against the window pane. He closed his eyes. But peace was far away. He could hear them loud and clear.
“The loser has run away.”
“The lusty Armstrong….”
“LOSER! LOSER!!”
He stayed back and took rear path to avoid the crowd at the airport. He was donning a cap, black shades and a long woollen scarf to hide his face as much as he could. Slowly, he slipped away unnoticed and without wasting time hired a taxi for Hamilton, his hometown. It was going to be an hour long ride to Hamilton before he could finally sleep peacefully. He sighed heavily and shifted his posture. He sat straight and reclined his head against the head rest so as to look upward towards the ceiling of car. The ceiling’s fabric was light brown in colour. He sighed again and closed his eyes.

***

5th October. 11:00 am. At the whistle, all participants knelt down in a crouching position. Brent twisted his head towards his right. He could see her. She was standing there with her arms folded and crossed. The light brown scarf was fluttering gently and so were few strands of hair over her face.
The final whistle went up.
Splash!!
All the swimmers went down the pool and started gliding as fast as they could. This was the first round heat for 100m freestyle at the games. With less than one minute under his belt, Brent was the clear winner of it. He had thus qualified for the semi-finals heat of the same event which was to be held two days later. He came out of the pool, wrapped a towel and moved towards her. She also kept staring at him.
“Hye! How was it?” he asked her as he came close.
Water drops were still dribbling down his face and wet hair. Brent Armstrong was one of the finest short distance swimmers in the world. He was his country’s biggest hope in 100m freestyle. And he was confident that he would pull it off.
“You were great!!” she chuckled, “you are going to win the finals, I’m sure.”
He looked deep in her eyes.
“I hope so.”

***

29th September. Brent and other Canadian players had just reached the Sports Village, on the outer skirts of Delhi towards Noida after a long ride from New Delhi international airport. The famous Akshardham temple could be seen in the background. He was in his room, settling down, when there was a knock at the door.
“Coming!”
As he opened the door, he saw his team’s manager Mr. Jackson standing there.
“Ya Jack! Come on in.”
“Are you settled down?” asked Jackson as he moved in.
“Almost.”
“I want you to meet somebody.” Jackson looked towards the door.
“Hey Sonia, come in!” he called her in.
“Brent, this is Sonia and she will be your Escort Lady.” Jackson introduced her to Brent.
“Hye there; how you doing?” Brent asked still looking little curious.
“I’m fine Brent.” Sonia said with a smile.
“She will be…” Jackson started as he read Brent’s mind, “…helping you out with local people during the Games and will be your guide for your stay in Delhi.”
“Oh that’s great, Jack!” exclaimed Brent.
“I’ll be in room only this afternoon, so let’s meet tomorrow evening.” He offered Sonia.
“Yep, that will be good. Goodbye then.” Sonia said and she left the room.
Sonia was a volunteer for escorting the players so as to make their stay in Sport Village and Delhi in general more comfortable. She was in final year of her graduation and was staying in Delhi in a rented house. Since she was not so busy in the coming month, she decided to be a volunteer for the Games. She was also joined by few of her college friends. She had also undergone the five days training for that purpose. Her work included many tasks like helping the players with any sorts of small problems, help them interacting with local people, and most importantly to act as brand ambassador for Indian tourism. It was going to be fun and a learning opportunity for the volunteers. 

On next day’s evening, Brent was enjoying with his fellow team mates, when he saw Sonia coming towards them. He looked at her intently. She was beautiful. She was in the white-red official dress, with CWG logo on it, her light brown scarf was looking pretty and her hair was hanging down on the shoulders.
“Hey how are you?” inquired Brent as he welcomed her.
“I’m good, how you guys are doing?” Sonia said happily as she shook hands with Brent and other players. She also joined the party and they talked about games, Indian climate, Indian food, movies, local restaurants and cinemas etc. She was very charming and convincing in her talks. Brent was feeling little uncomfortable. He felt jealous.
“Hey Sonia, let’s go for a walk. I want to see the sports complex.”
“Ya sure! My pleasure.” she chuckled.
They both slipped away from the group. While walking around, they chatted a lot. This time it was more personal, where do you live? What do you like? What are your hobbies? etc. etc.
The evening was good, the weather was also good. Sonia liked this stuff quite a bit. Opportunity to interact with sportsmen, time to hangout with her own college friends etc. Bret also liked it in his own way. After about one hour long stroll around the complex, they knew more about each-other than about the sport complex itself.
“Hey tomorrow is Sunday! Do you mind if we go out to some restaurant for dinner?”  Bret asked eagerly.
“Yeh, that will be cool, I am in.” Sonia nodded, “I will get my car.”
“Good then, it was nice knowing you today.” Brent said as he looked in her eyes.
“Same here.” said Sonia, but she had to blush in order to avoid the gaze.
“Good bye, see u tomorrow.”
“Ya, bye.”

***

Over the next couple of days, they spent quite lot of time with each-other. Brent was visibly smitten by her. Though she also liked him but it was no more than normal friendship. But certainly their relationship grew beyond what was required. One afternoon, Brent was practicing in the pool when Sonia reached there. He finished the lap and came out.
“How is the timing?” she asked.
“Going good. I’ll be going for the gold.” Brent said confidently.
“That’s great.” she said as she tilted her head a little and nodded charmingly.
Her smile and curly hair were too enchanting. Brent continued to look at her face. She also didn’t blush. He got aroused. She kept looking at him. He gently moved forward, bent his head over her’s. His lips could fell the warmth of her lips. She too was breathing heavily. Their lips were just few millimetres away. Brent closed his eyes as he got ready for the kiss.
“Hey! Look!” Sonia shook him by the shoulder, as she pointed towards the pool, “who is he? He has got great speed too.”
Brent took some time to come to the reality. His reverie was broken.
“What?” Sonia looked at him, puzzled.
“Umm, nothing….” He collected his thoughts, “He is Daniel, and he’ll be a tough nut to crack.”

***

7th October. Morning. The Canadian players were enjoying their breakfast.
“What the hell is this?” Jackson was almost shouting on Brent.
“What happened Jack?” a surprised Brent asked.
Jackson pushed the newspaper he was reading towards him. He looked at his photograph with Sonia in a kissing position, with his arms on her waist. This was taken somewhere near Connaught Place, the previous day.
“Today you have semi-finals heat and you are doing things you weren’t supposed to do at this time.”
“Jack, it’s not what you’re thinking.” Brent was upset.
“We need to focus on Gold, Brent. You are the best we have.” Jackson got up and went away.
Other players too heard their conversation and the photo and accompanied article was for everyone to savour.

That evening, Brent stood second in the semi-finals heat. Though he qualified for the finals, his aim was to win every race. Jackson too greeted him with a contemptuous smile. Sonia watched all this. She came to Brent who was resting on a reclining chair.
“Hey, you were good.” She tried to cheer him up.
“Please don’t do that.” Brent shook his head gloomily.
“I’m sorry if it’s because of me.”
“No, No. Please! You’ve done no wrong.”
Brent looked towards her. She pressed his hand by her.
“When is the final?”
“Tommorrow, 11’o clock in the morning.”
“Good! Let’s go out for a ride. I will take you to a beautiful place. You will enjoy it.” She said.
“You’re right. Let’s go.”

***

Half an hour later, they were driving in Sonia’s car on a road towards Gurgaon. She was driving through roads surrounded by natural beauty. One hour later they reached Suraj Kund, an artificial lake site which was recently opened for public. She stopped the car and they came out. The ambience was soothing. It was around 8pm. The moon was out in the darkness of night, but was playing hide and seek with the clouds. Cool breeze was refreshing for them. The rippling sound of waves could be heard in distance and the reflection of moon on lake water was mesmerising.
“Beautiful,” Brent was amazed, “this is perfect.”
“Yup! Let’s go.” Sonia said happily. She was actually happy as she could make Brent happy.
They walked for some time along the road, with tall grass on either side. Brent reached out for her hand. She looked at him and slid her fingers into his. They continued to walk quietly on the sideways holding each other’s hand. Sonia’s heart was pumping loud.
“Did you hear that?” enquired Brent.
“What?” Sonia was puzzled.
“Listen!” he put the index finger on his lips and concentrated.
As the sound become audible, Sonia was startled. A streak of horror ran through her spine.
Brent took her hand, with his finger of other hand still on his lips; he started moving towards the sound. They reached an area surrounded with tall grasses. As he pushed aside the grasses to peep, he and Sonia were dumbstruck to see what was in front of them.

A teenage girl was gagged and being molested by three boys who were in early twenties. Her clothes were completely torn and she was crying madly. Her chocked voice was crying for help. Sonia was completely frozen. Her legs began to tremble.
“Brent run!!” she whispered in almost tears.
“No, we can’t leave that girl like this.”
“Oh God!” Sonia hand covered her mouth. “But you have finals tomorrow; you can’t risk your life. You may get in to some trouble.”
As the girl was shaking her head violently, she caught sight of them. Suddenly she started resisting with all her energy and cried for help with her one hand openly stretched out in their direction.
The boys turned back and saw them running. Two boys ran after them while one guarded the wounded girl. As they came out of the tall grasses, the first boy tumbled down. Brent was actually hiding in the grass and stumbled him by kicking his feet from hiding. Then he jumped on him and smashed his head with powerful blows. The boy’s jaw started bleeding and he went unconscious. Thud!! Something struck Brent’s head and he cried in pain. He reached for his head, blood was trickling. As he turned back to see; the other boy was standing with a wooden log in his hand. The boy again got ready with a deadly strike aimed at his head.
Sonia who was hiding in other bushes was terrified at this scene. She searched around in darkness. Suddenly she got hold of some rusted iron rod. Without wasting time, she leapt forward and as the boy raised his log to strike, she hit him on his head. The boy got unbalanced and the wooden log fell down. Brent picked it up and before the boy could regain balance, he hit him. One! Two!! Three!!! Heavy blows of the log. This rendered the second boy too unconscious. Both the boys were now in pools of blood. Sonia and Brent looked at each-other and ran towards the girl.
The third boy just got up after tying the girl’s hands by some cloth. He was coming to aid the other two boys, but on seeing Brent and Sonia, he realised that the gravity of the situation. All of a sudden, he took a left turn and sped away. With blood stained wooden log his hand, Brent gave him a chase.
“Brent! Stop!” Sonia screamed, “the girl.”
Brent stopped as he saw the third boy vanishing in the darkness of bushes.
When he came back, Sonia had untied the girl, removed her gagging and gave her scarf to cover the girl’s body. Brent once again checked the two unconscious boys and he came back.
“Are you all right?” Sonia asked, still holding her in her arms.
The girl nodded, with a trickle of tears coming down her cheeks.
“Don’t worry, you are safe now,” Brent assured her, “What’s your name?”
“Man….,” her lips stammered as she gathered some strength, “Manju.”
“OK Manju we need to move out from here.” Brent said as he looked at his watch. It was 9’o clock.
Both helped Manju and they started walking carefully towards the car. The two boys were still lying in the pool of blood. The second boy appeared to be dead with his head bleeding heavily. The three crossed them and reached the car.

***

It was almost half past eleven in the night, when they came out of Manju’s home. They had described in detail about the culprits to her parents. After consoling them and assisting in whatever way they could, they returned.
Both were silent as Sonia drove the car off. They were now far away from the Sports Village near Noida. Sonia looked at Brent with admiration. He was a man of courage, he was a real hero.
“You OK?” she asked.
“Yeh, it’s not hurting too much,” Brent sigh and closed his eyes, “where are we going?”
“To my home.”
“I have finals tomorrow.” Brent said heavily.
Sonia pressed his shoulder, “everything will be fine. Don’t worry.”
They reached Sonia’s home around one in the night. Sonia dressed Brent’s wound. After having some food, they prepared to go to bed. It was around quarter to two in the morning when they finally slept.
“It’s frightening….I can’t sleep alone….”
Brent opened his eyes. Sonia was standing at the entrance of his room. Silence.
“Can I sleep with you? I’m scared.” Sonia was still standing. Her voice was shaking.
Brent looked at her for a while, “Come!” he signalled with his hand.
Brent saw her as she slept just beside him. Within ten minutes she was asleep. But he was not. He was staring at her sleeping face. Finally after a long duel in his mind, he kissed gently on her cheek. She was still asleep. But her body could sense the touch. She turned to his side; put her arm over him and fell silent. Brent also put his arm around her, kissed her on cheek again and slept peacefully.

***

It was almost half past nine in the morning when she woke up. Actually it was the sun rays, coming through glass window that made her come out of sleep. Suddenly, she turned towards Brent. He was not there. There was a note, ‘I’ve taken your car’.
She looked at the watch.
‘Shit!’
She hurried quickly through her daily chores and without making much delay, rushed towards Metro station. She was just in time to reach the swimming pool in sports complex. The swimmers were at the starting point. She took long breaths and calmed herself down. This was the final of 100m freestyle and Brent’s image was being displayed on the big screen as he was the most serious contender of gold.
Whistle!
All players got into the crouching position. Daniel and Brent were in adjacent lanes. Brent’s legs were shaking. The image of those two boys lying in blood was coming before his eyes. The second boy was staring at him with his eyes wide open. Brent felt perturbed. He twisted his head in search of something. He scanned the audience, but she was not there. As he was about to look straight again, he caught her. She was sitting in the corner. She wore the same red and white official dress for volunteers, with CWG logo on it. But today, the scarf was missing. She also saw him. He was looking fatigued. He has already won it. He is the real winner. She smiled and gave him thumbs up.
Whistle!!
And Spalsh!!
As he opened his eyes under water, the colour of the water changed to red. The splashing sound of water was echoing as the cries of that girl. He tried to focus and started the hand’s movement. But in the waves and eddies of the water so created, he could see the image of those two boys. Staring at him. Daniel sailed ahead of him. Sonia was watching all this. She felt guilty of all that was happening with Brent.
When he crossed the 50m mark, he was sixth player to do so. He was shocked. He couldn’t afford to lose. He had to fight. He started making powerful strides. But it was only a 100m race. In spite of his best efforts till the end, he could finish fourth only. Daniel has won the gold. Brent remained frozen in the water. The winner had lost the race.

***

“Sir, we’ve reached.”
The loud voice of the car driver shattered his thought process. He looked in front. The driver was watching him in the rear mirror. It was Hamilton.
“Yeh, thanks.” he said and got down.
He threw away the newspaper he had on the seat. It also had some spicy stories on him and Sonia. There well hell lot of questions raised on him, on his moral and ethical values as well as on his scandalous character.
He carried his backpack, and walked towards the door with heavy steps.
He was still unable to explain his defeat to himself. He was sad, not because he couldn’t win gold, but because he lost something.
“You are the real winner!” Sonia’s voice still echoed his mind.


***

Thursday, May 9, 2013

जगी है आज फिर आशा....

उद्दत बादलों को चीर,
वायु के वेग को कर क्षीण,
पद्म की लालिमा को चूम,
सुप्त मन वेग से भागा।
जगी है आज फिर आशा।।
नदी की लहर के संग तैर,
बरफ़ की वादियों में झूम,
समंदर की सतह पर लोट,
कहीं मृग दूर तक भागा।
जगी है आज फिर आशा।।

सरकते पल्लू में सर ढांप,
हसीं गजरे की खुशबू औ'
खनखते कंगनों की गूँज,
कहीं फ़िर याद वो आया,
जगी है आज फिर आशा।।

नशीले उन दृगों में झाँक,
रसीले होंठ का कर पान,
मादक उस अदा में डूब,
चंचल मन मचल बैठा।
जगी है आज फिर आशा।।


---------------- राजेश मीणा 'बुजेटा' 

Thursday, April 18, 2013

मंज़िल मिलने का........

सुर्ख दृगों को सींच,
सोती पलकों के बीच,
काश!!
कुछ नए ख्व़ाब बुन पाता।
यही सोच कर बस

हर लम्हा थम जाता।
पर आज, न जाने क्यों?
कुछ एहसास हो रहा,
मंज़िल मिलने का आभास हो रहा।।


थक गया बहुत चलते-चलते,
पाषाणों से पल-पल लड़ते,
फिर भी यही सोचता रहा,
काश!!
दो डग और चल पाता।
पर आज, न जाने क्यों?
कुछ एहसास हो रहा,
मंजिल मिलने का आभास हो रहा।।




----राजेश मीणा बुजेटा 

Monday, April 15, 2013

वो ऊँची दीवार

वो ऊँची दीवार,
बड़े मोटे पत्थरों की,
थी उसे घेरे, चारों ओर से।
लाख कोशिश की परन्तु ,
लाँघ न सका।
उसके घेरे में बस यूँही,
दिन - रात काटता रहा।

वो दीवार उसे रोकती रही,
बाहर झाँकने से,
सोचता रहा वो,
क्या है आखिर उस पार?
संकीर्ण सोच में घिरता,
स्वयं बंधन में बंधता।
क्या लोग मुझी-से है?
क्या सोच यही इक है?
क्या दीवारों से घिरे,
और लोग भी तड़पते है?
जब सोच-सोच कर थक गया
तब उसके घेरे में फिर,
बस यूँहीं वो,
दिन-रात काटता रहा।

वो ऊँची दीवार,
कहीं-कहीं दरारों से युक्त,
देती पनाह,
कुछ कीट-पतंगों और खगों को।
उनमें पैर रखकर,
उँगलियों से पकड़कर दरारों को,
वो ऊपर चढ़ने लगा,
अचानक पैर फिसला, हाय!!
खून भी कुछ बूँद टपका।
उसके घेरे में फिर,
बस यूँही वो,
दिन-रात काटता रहा।

फिर देखा एक खग को,
उस दीवार पर बैठ चुगते,
और पंख फैलाकर,
दूर कहीं जा उड़ते।
साहस बंधा, हिम्मत जुटा,
वो खड़ा हुआ,
फिर उभरते पत्थरों पर पैर रख,
दरारों को पकड़ उँगलियों से,
एक अंतिम बार,
चढ़ने लगा ऊपर।

हथेलियाँ जलने लगी,
पैर छिलने लगे,
पसीने से तर,
लहू से लथ-पथ,
पर रुका नहीं वो।
और अंत में आखिर,
फ़तेह कर ही ली उसने,
मोटे बड़े पत्थरों की,
वो ऊँची दीवार।।


-----राजेश मीणा बुजेटा।।

Saturday, March 23, 2013

Travelogue – Winter Study Tour (Bharat Darshan)



 The quest for learning about new things, has always inspired human kind. Since time immemorial, homo-sapiens have been moving from one place to another. This is even more true in the modern age where even the thought of travelling and going to some exciting place makes our mind go crazy. And when this journey covers the full length and breadth of India, that too for two consecutive months, it’s like a super treat. Well, as a part of our training in Phase I, we all Indian Administration Service (IAS) Officer Trainees (OTs) were sent on two months long Bharat Darshan. My group travelled in a zig-zag vertical line passing through the states of Jammu and Kashmir, Punjab, Uttar Pradesh, Madhya Pradesh, Maharashtra, Karnataka, Tamil Nadu, Kerala and Delhi.
We were a group of 17 OTs and visited different places, serving different interests. They included visits for understanding about country’s three armed forces, tribal places, tourist places, private and public sector visits and many more. In the course of time, our learning and appreciation regarding the diversity of our country kept on jumping up at galloping pace. We witnessed many happy moments and some not so happy ones too.
Our Bharat Darshan began with 10 days attachment, which is the longest attachment during Bharat Darshan, with the Indian Army at Akhnoor Sector in Jammu. Till now my interaction with army has been via media and occasionally through interaction with one or two jawans. But those ten days we lived with the Indian Jawans. When I remember the bone freezing temperatures, incessant rains and hilly terrain of Jammu and Kashmir, I am amazed by the courage with which the Indian soldiers are living in those harsh conditions. The hospitality of Indian Army was undoubtedly the best throughout whole tour and the more we travelled, the more we missed Indian Army. The sense of duty, discipline, devotion etc. among the jawans was commendable, keeping in mind the fact that they stay away from their family when they work in such inhospitable conditions. We travelled in the plain as well as in the hilly part of Jammu region and went to as close as 50m to the Line of Control. The sheer thought of travelling beyond the LoC wire, within the firing range of Pakistani soldiers made me shiver. Though I went beyond the LoC fence, but it was under the protective covering of our soldiers. This, the soldiers do, day in and day out. In the mountains, civilian habitation can’t be found for many kilometres. Still our jawans stay awake throughout night, to check the infiltrators.
Our visit gave us not just the information about the Indian Army as an organisation, but we learnt much beyond that. Our aim was also to learn as much as from the soldiers, who are living in small bunkers, making food by themselves, as much as we could. We promised to ourselves that whenever we face some litigation work or any other problem involving army soldiers, we shall try our best to help them out as soon as possible, because I know they have much bigger role to play up there and their holiday time should be spent with their family members instead of visiting the administrative agencies to get their problems sorted out.
Indian Navy and Air Force attachments at Mumbai and Adampur (Jalandhar) were comparatively shorter ones and our experience with them was quite different. There work is more technical and involves less of jawan like entities. But they carry out a different mandate all together in order to serve a common purpose at the end. We learnt a lot about instruments, weapons, technological advancements, limitations of our armed forces etc.
Another important part of the tour was tribal attachment, which was scheduled at Khandwa, Madhya Pradesh. We interacted with the people of Koru and Gond tribes. I for the first time came so close to understand as to why the tribals and backward people in our country are still so poor and backward. When the protector transforms into the destroyer, one can imagine the fate of those being ruled. When the ignorance and simplicity of the tribals is being misused by the people who are trusted for their protection, nothing much can be expected. While we hear so much of huge corruption at the higher level, at the same time the amount of malfunctioning at the grass root level is really disturbing. One possible solution to this lies in strong check and balance by the higher level bureaucracy on the lower level officials. For this we need to move out of the AC rooms and check upon the functioning of the lower administration. Occasional visits to the field can bring much difference in the desired direction.
Similarly while visiting the Satyamangalam forests in Tamil Nadu, we revisited the terror that Verappan and his gang let loose in the region. The tribal people of the forests told us about those days which deprived them of their freedom and instilled their mind with insecurity. The attachment was with the Special Task Force (STF) which played pivotal role in the killing of Verappan. The concerned Major told us about their encounter with the Verappan’s gang many times before his killing. These encounters resulted into killing of many of his aides but we also lost our many soldiers. The sense of duty and sacrifice can still be seen on the faces of STF jawans. They are expert of what they are doing in that forest region. Hence even after the killing of Verappan, STF continues to survive, though its role and mandate has significantly changed. That is from being a protector to now an enabler. They also protect and conserve the forests now.
We also visited private sector and public sector entities, which were Hindustan Unilever Limited (HUL) at Mumbai and Rail Coach Factory (RCF) at Kapurthala respectively. These visits gave an insight into the functioning of both the sector. I would say that both the organisations displayed very high level of competence and excellence in their respective spheres.
We also had attachments at many other places like Punjab Agriculture University (PAU) at Ludhiana, National Botanical Research Institute (NBRI) at Lucknow, KIDS NGO at Darwad, Municipal corporation at Coimbatore, MYRADA an NGO at Hosur, Kochin Port Trust at Kochin etc. All these attachments were more like informative where we learnt about their functioning, what they do, how they do and so on. All these attachments with different agencies not only helped me in enriching my understanding about these organisations but also gave me insight into the functioning of similar organisations on a broad level.
Another important one was with National Security Guards (NSG) at Manesar, Haryana. This was a very live, swift and brutal display of the skills by the commandos. These skills include heroic display of firing, protecting the VIPs, smashing the terrorists in their backyards, physical drills etc. We were also briefed about the mission that NSG undertook in Mumbai during the 26/11 attacks.
Till now I have described the places where we were learning something, rather than enjoying the Bharat Darshan, but we also visited some places where we simply enjoyed the physical diversity of Indian as a nation. These were very important and beautiful trips and include places like Hassan in Karnataka, Kanyakumari and Ooty in Tamil Nadu. In Hassan, first we visited the Jain Temple of Lord Gomteshwar. It was a massive single stone statue which is a beauty in itself. This was followed by visits to Halebidu and Belur Temples made by the Hoyasala Kingdom. These temples are dedicated to Lord Shiva and Lord Vishnu respectively. These temples are beautifully carved out and without the use of cement and mortar have been standing proudly on its ground. This has been done by carving out images on huge stones and placing them together by interlocking patterns. The walls depict scenes from the ancient Hindu scriptures like Ramayana, Mahabharata and others. I can say a great deal about them but that would be too much to write here.
This was followed by visit to Ooty, another beautiful place to go. The plantation covered mountain slopes are like huge stretches of Greenery. Ladies picking the tea leaves and working in the plantations made the scene more alive and it appeared as if it is some beautiful scene taken from some movie. The winding roads, misty air and cool weather made the day for us. I even bought homemade chocolates and Nilgiri special tea from Ooty.
Finally another beautiful place was Kanyakumari, the last point of the Indian mainland. The view of three seas meeting together gives special feeling. The ocean was little rough that day, hence huge waves were crashing against the shore. But then it gave me more pleasure as if they want to say something to us in a musical tone. The ferry ride to the Temple of Kanyakumari and Vivekanada Statue in this rough weather was very exciting as the ferry was being tossed up and down on the waves. I enjoyed watching the setting sun beyond the horizon. This was really very beautiful scene. Later we went to Trivendrum in Kerala and we witnessed the sunset at Kovalam beach. It too was enchanting.
In this way we completed our Bharat Darshan, which gave us lot of knowledge about the diversity of our land in the terms of its people, culture and physical landscape etc. It was not just a two month tour as a tourist, but it was the learning bed for an IAS probationer. We also saw different angles of administration, some good and some bad. But all these days have taught me great lessons, which I am never going to forget in my life.

Friday, March 22, 2013

आँसू

आँखों में बसे
पलकों में छुपे,
आँसुओं को,
बांधने की, थामने की,
बहुत कोशिश की।
पर किसी की याद,
किसी की बात,
और वो एहसास, कुछ ख़ास,
कुरेदते रहे,
पर्दों की नाजुक दीवार।
यादों के उपवन से,
खुशियों के झुरमुट से,
चुराए हुए कुछ फूल,
और उनसे आती भीनी-भीनी खुशबू,
पिघला देती है,
बर्फ की चट्टान।
फूट पड़ता है स्रोत,
कुछ नया, कुछ पुराना सा,
आँसुओं का।
रात भर सर्द हवा से,
होती रही तकरार,
और सुबह तक,
हार कर,
छोड़ गया बस,
एक लीक,सफ़ेद सी,
गाल पर।।

------राजेश मीणा बुजेटा 

Saturday, February 23, 2013

Tribal Upliftment in India - The Reality


Bimla Rani (name changed) is a 45 year old tribal woman of Bagda van-gram (forest village) in Madhya Pradesh. Her skin is greased, hair is unkempt and shirt is torn. Her husband died few years back and she finds it difficult to get two square meals a day. Her house is a kuccha house which is crumbling down with each passing day. Though she is a BPL (Below Poverty Line) person, but she has no BPL card to claim entitlements because her name is not included in the BPL list as a result of the negligence and ignorance of the local administrative officials. 
 
Mahto, another person from a nearby village Lakhanpur Bandi, has got a well constructed near his field under the Kapildhara Jal Yojana. He can irrigate his field and a fresh crop of wheat is in full bloom even in this rocky terrain. But still he is not happy because the depth of the well is around 30 feet and the well will run dry during the long summer season. He laments that an additional depth of around 10 feet could have made a huge difference.

These cases are not isolated incidences; rather they reflect the conditions of all the tribal people in this belt. Actually we 17 IAS (Indian Administrative Services) probationers were on Bharat Darshan as a part of our training. Our tribal attachment was scheduled at Khalwa Block of the Kandwa district of Madhya Pradesh. The block consists of 80 villages and the main tribal groups in this region are Koru and Gond. We stayed at the Tribal Development Centre of the Aonlia village in the early part of January 2013. In the scheduled time, we interacted with the people of the nearby villages like Aonlia, Lakhanpur Bandi, Badga etc. saw agriculture and irrigation system, visited the reserved forests and understood related activities like felling of the trees etc.

A good thing to observe was that government buildings like Panchayat bhavan, Anganwadi Kendra, Public Distribution System (PDS) shop, Primary Health Centre (PHC), schools etc were present in almost all the villages. Though serious doubts can be raised on whether they were functioning properly or not. For example, the Government High School in Lakhanpur Bandi, there was very little attendance and the actual literacy rate was pathetically low. One prominent reason behind it was neutral attitude of the parents towards education. Instead of sending their children to school, they want them to accompany for work. The distance of schools from home is also a big deterrence in good attendance. Adi Kalyan Ashram School in Aonlia was working fine but the children couldn’t hide their malnourishment. The same observation was confirmed at the Anganwadi centre of Lakhanpur Bandi. The lady teacher and the female assistant of this particular centre couldn’t give us satisfactory answer as to where the food for those small children was cooked? We even visited the places told by her, but the cooking place couldn’t be found. This raises serious concern about some kind of malpractices in the scheme in that village. Schemes like Indira Awas Yojana were also being misused by the officials and only a handful of houses were constructed in past many years. 

The biggest disappointment was in the working of Gram Panchayat of the Bagda village. There was around 15 lakh rupee sanctioned in the financial year 2011-12 of which almost nothing was utilised for the developmental activities in that village. While the common villagers were wearing dirty and torn cloths, the secretary to the Panchayat was wearing some very expensive silk cloth. The tribals were so illiterate and ignorant that they had no knowledge to understand what was going on around them. They were forced to beg for what was their right. The money was siphoned off among the officials right from the higher level to the lower level. We tried our best in making the tribals aware about their rights, many acts and regulations working for them and schemes which have been made for them.
 
But this was the story of a single van-gram, that too of just two days. Though we bought it to the notice of the District Collector; but we are not sure whether the situation there has improved or not. Also there are thousands of other tribal villages in our country where the ignorant tribal people are being massacred every day. They are being made poor, their livelihood being snatched by those who are appointed to provide and protect the same.

The tribal attachment was really very informative and opened our eyes to the corruption and malpractices prevalent at the ground. When I see such shocking incidences spilling out in the broad day light, I promise to myself that I would try my best to weed out such elements so that I could do justice  to my position, myself and my country.

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